If...

There is no greater joy than the joy of seeing your smile. There is no greater sight than the sight of you standing before me. There is no greater sound than the sound of your voice. There is no greater feeling than the feeling of you in my arms. There is no greater love than the love that I feel for you.

        Your beauty flawless as you stood in the significant white dress.
        Your smile the brightest I have ever seen in the years we've known each other.
        Your sweet sweet voice filled with joy, happiness and nervousness at the same time.
        Your eyes which once showed me the world glowed brighter than the sun.
        Your hair flowing like the rivers of calm dotted with the reflection of the stars above.
        Your gentle warm hands white with anxiety gripping the amazing bouquet.

         It was the happiest day of your life, it was also the saddest day of mine.

There is no greater pain than the pain of letting go of the one thing that's most precious to you. There is no greater hurt than the hurt of seeing you in the arms of another. There is no greater regret than the regret of not taking the chance when I had it. There is no greater suffering than the suffering of a breaking heart.

If...if only I could go back in time. I would speak my mind. I would step forth. I would reach out my hand. I would open my heart.

Yet your happiness is my wish. Your choice is mine to honor. Your bright future is mine to pray for.

If only....